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2009-07-18T15:34:00.000-07:00

Lounging by the pool in palm springs. Ahhhh the life!

Its that time of month again....

2009-04-07T14:41:00.000-07:00

NO not that!

Im sick again! I swear I get sick like once a month. IM like a walking germ!!! I think that the more i am exposed to these germs, that keep attacking my immune system, that I will eventually be immune to them and not get this sickness anymore. Then again it could backfire on me and although I may become immune to this germ I may get an even worse germ and get SUPER DUPER sick. Then what will I do? I thought that by working out and trying to eat healthy that I was supposed to stay healthy and not get sick too often. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM??!!!! I am gunna start taking vitamins maybe that will help.

Anyways I just have a minor cold. Stuffy nose, water eyes, sore throat. Come to think of it I could just have allergies. But I never had them growing up as a child. Damn getting old sucks. Things just keep popping up out of no where. maybe I should go get a physical but I get scared that the doctor is going to find this horrible disease in me. Better late then never though right? or wrong? I think I would rather not know. Well until next time.

Thanks Rach!!!!

2009-04-01T15:23:00.000-07:00

I need more......

2009-03-26T13:53:00.000-07:00

Nothing

2009-03-19T15:47:00.000-07:00

I dont have anything to talk about. This week has been BLAH! Literally I have nothing to say. Im sorry my 2 faithful fans. Eventually my life will be a little more interesting. More to come.....hopefully.

It's raining

2009-02-05T17:09:00.000-08:00

and the place I want to be is home. But NO I cant be there I need to be at work in this cold cold office freezing my you know what off. I hate this. AND I hate driving in the rain. Its so scary. Plus the last time it rained I was driving and I almost crashed into the car in-front of me because when I pushed my breaks my wheels spun because I was in a puddle, im gunna assume, but I didn't hit the car but I came very close to hitting them. So I have one more hour here at work. UGH

P.S. because of this stupid rain I cant run tonight. I can go to the gym to run but that requires me to drive to the gym and we already went over the whole driving situation. Ok bye!

I have one question?

2009-02-03T14:38:00.000-08:00

Why are MEN so flippin difficult? Why do they have to go and confuse the hell out of someone (meaning me), I just don't understand.

Hobby anyone?

2009-01-28T10:45:00.000-08:00

So since I am back to the single life I took this quiz on CNN called "Which hobby best suits your personality" just for the heck of it. Here's my result:

"You are a home-body and a fix-it-addict. Your house is your ultimate hobby, and rightly so, since there's just so much you can do to it. Everything from decorating to gardening to construction to organizing and even cleaning the gutters gives you a sense of accomplishment and takes up every second of your spare time. You might like hobbies like painting, furniture-making, sewing, gardening, creating your own cleaning supplies, tiling or plumbing."

"Since there's just so much you can do to it." Hmmmm. That rather sounds like an insult to my house. On the other hand, there is a lot I want to do with it.

Not sure about the "creating your own cleaning supplies," either. On the other hand, I do use white vinegar for everything from cleaning stainless steel to killing weeds, so maybe CNN's on to something. But plumbing? REALLY!!! Uh, no thanks.

"Takes up every second of your spare time." Is CNN telling me that I need to Get A Life?!

New Year Resolution's, wow what a phrase, what a crock, what a cliche', what a waste of time.

2009-01-06T11:58:00.001-08:00

So Michelle once told me that I complain about everything so in essence of keeping up with that here is another "complaint" to add to my long list of things.

I can honestly say every year for the past 5 years I have made so called "New Years Resolutions" and out of those 5 years I may have actually completed one thing I set out to do. I find that New Year's Resolutions are like mental steroids, you get yourself all psyched up to accomplish the everyday tasks that should have been a part of your daily disciplines. Have you ever thought of making a New Year's Resolutions to not need to make New Year's Resolutions every year! We all know it's a waste of time.

I hate that so many people join the gym at the beginning of the year and in two weeks they don't come back, because they are trying to change from the outside in. You pack the gym making it UNBELIEVABLY hard to get on a machine. I have to go to the gym super late because there are so many damn people there. Outside work will help your body but it is also important to eat right, and stick to the diet, what you put inside is just as important as what you do outside. We get ourselves so hyped up to run, swim, bike and weight-lift that we sometimes forget all of that is in vain without a consistent nutritional diet. In other words, changing from the inside out is where real change begins.

I mean come on, aren't you tired of making promises to yourself, your family and your friends that you never fulfill. There is nothing more discouraging than making a promise that you know in your heart you intend to break. We must get to the place and realize that a full life is for everyone who is willing to reach for it, work for it and stay in the game, don't give up, don't quit, don't talk yourself out of your momentum. To many times, we are our own worst enemy. We seem to find ways to talk ourselves out greatness. "Change doesn't come until you are sick and tired of being sick and tired."

Also to bring up a more touchy point, don't "Fake the Funk" as the old cliche goes. If you are not sick, go to work, ( I am totally guilty of this) if you are not tired, go work out, if you are not interested, don't lie, if you are not rich, stop using your credit cards, if you are not sure about something, find someone who is. Change your life not just your mind. Learn to push yourself, stop dreaming about what would, could or should have been, make it a reality not a just a possibility. Nothing in life comes for free and when it does you will soon find out, you still have to work to keep it.

I guess to put a final close on this "complaint" I simply want to encourage people not to go into 2009 with just a resolution, resolution die when the glitz and glamor fade away. So instead of making a "New Year's Resolution" make a change and vow to keep that change.

P.S. My good ol friend Wikipedia gave me these facts on the success rate of new years resolutions.

Success Rate

Recent research shows that while 52% of participants in a resolution study were confident of success with their goals, only 12% actually achieved their goals. Men achieved their goal 22% more often when they engaged in goal setting, a system where small measurable goals are used (lose a pound a week, instead of saying "lose weight"), while women succeeded 10% more when they made their goals public and got support from their friends.

My Ugly Betty X-Mas Tree

2008-12-17T13:23:00.000-08:00

its pink and I love it!

New phone

2008-11-18T11:33:00.000-08:00

I gots me a new phone......HURRAY! I lost all my numbers though. BOOOO. So I probably dont have your number anymore so you can send it to me. Anyways I think Dana will be really intrested in it. Its so cool. Too bad you are not here Dana to check it out. Jim thinks it is real cool. Your missing out.

Yes or No?

2008-11-10T10:49:00.000-08:00

Is it possible that not being in a relationship for over 3 years can make you not want to be in a relationship. Why am I feeling so over-wealmed with the situation of someone becoming my boyfriend. Literally IM FREAKING OUT! So much that I feel like it is hard to breathe thinking about this. I make the mistake of pushing people away that want to get close to me. What if I am so out of the game that I am not "relationship material?" I make such a bigger deal out of things. This is something so small and I am making it out to be something so big.

Knotts Scary Farm

2008-10-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

So tonight is Scion Night at Knotts Scary Farm. Im so thrilled! I get in free! It is only for the 1st 2000 Scions so I hope I get in. Im not going till around 6pm I hope that is not too late. Im super nervous. Cross your fingers for me.

late night pajama party......at least for me

2008-10-03T16:24:00.000-07:00

Wednesday night:

sleeping all day long and it was hot
gym
7-10 firemen in my house at 11:30PM

So im in bed getting comfy trying to go to sleep, and I see this flashlight being pointed at my bedroom window over and over. Im starting to get annoyed but just as I had almost reached my last straw it stops. So I get comfy again, then as im laying there I start to thing OMG what if they were burglars looking at my screen trying to figure out a way to get in my house. Let me just tell you I have a big fear of that. So then I hear men's voices and Im starting to freak out a little bit because they sound really close. By now im scared as heck. Then I hear the voices in my house and im like HOLY S*&t they are in my house and I panic. They knock at my bedroom door and like a dummy I say "yea!" Its my aunt and she says "Ness, the fire dept.. is here!" WTF?! I jump out of bed and open the door, and low and behold there were like firemen in my house. Apparently my neighbors whose wall adjoins my in my bedroom, there ceiling in there bathroom collapsed while the lady was in the shower. She had to be taken to the emergency room. Tragic, yes I know, but she is ok. Anyways, I just wanted to share my wed. night with all of you, not that ANYONE even reads my blog.

Its Friday around 4:33pm and I am almost off of work. I cant wait. Today was busy. I had so much work to get done. I have my dentist appt.. again on Monday so I will be out of the office. Kinda nervous for that although it is a lot better now that I know exactly what im gunna feel. Tomorrow Im suppose to be going to comedy fiesta but word is that it is suppose to rain. Hopefully not, that would be a big bummer.

Dentist

2008-09-24T17:10:00.000-07:00

So tomorrow morning at 10am I go to my death chair.....the dentist. Im scared to death. I have to get a deep cleaning in 2 sessions. Tomorrow is my 1st. I will get 3 shots tomorrow. I hate shots and I hate dentists. I guess I need to go to the dentist a lot more so I wont have to go through all this. Also to make matters worse I have a cavity. So after all this I still need to go back and get my cavity filled. This is torture for me.

Sold out dodger game

2008-09-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

So much fun.

At least my banana loves me

2008-09-15T17:04:00.000-07:00

Loading up on vitamin c

2008-08-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

I hate being semi sick

Traffic @ 6:30 wtf

2008-08-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

RATS!!!!!! ok it was just one but still

2008-08-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

I hate rats! I hate rats! I hate rats!

So this morning I was already running late for work. I had to make my lunch for today and eat my breakfast.So I leave my house and im running down the stairs to the garage and then I come to a screeching STOP. there was a RAT at the bottom of the stairs IT WAS DISGUSTING! It would not move. Usually they get scared but no. This rat was taunting me. I was not run past it my luck it would come charging at me. Anyways, I go back up to the house and wake my mom up because gunna e obviously mom's know what to do about everything, right? WRONG....my mom didn't even want to come help me, but she did. She got the broom and she was trying to make it go back into someone else's garage. It didn't work. THe damn rat would not move. So now im getting frustrated because by now 10 min have passed and im still running late. So i get the broom to try and make it move. It still didn't. Finally i had to keep tapping it and it ran into the garage, not mine or O would not be here at work today. Let me just say I HATE RATS.

This is not the actual rat but it looked exactly like it.

So my mom just called me a sec. ago and told me the rat came back out and is now on the steps coming up from the garage. So they put some rat poison. Im not parking in the garage today. Apparently some people that lived in the apt. before let the rat go before they moved. STUPID PEOPLE!

BTW I bought a new brand of oatmeal and im eating it right now and I am not liking the way it tastes.

Early Morning Breakfast

2008-08-21T11:28:00.001-07:00

So today i got up super early to go have breakfast with Ricky. I am not liking his work schedule at all. Him working 5pm-3am during the week does not work with my schedule. Either way I feel like I havent seen him in awhile (its only been a week) so I wanted to hang out with him. Anyways we went to this place called Mae's in, I think it was westminster, but anyways it was pretty good. I had wheat honey pancakes. Not bad. But t hey filled me up and I only at one and I WAS STUFFED! Oh I had orange juice also. After that we drove back to his house and we just talked in front of his house. I am feeling super tired right now. I think it was the carbs this morning.

I suck at blogging. I just drew a blank and now I dont want to write anymore. Maybe later.

Check your tires!!!!!

2008-08-13T13:51:00.000-07:00

So I wouldn't usually blog about something like this but my friend sent this to me in an email. It really had me concerned about my tires and the last time I bought them. Don't think that after I watched this I am not going to go and check my tires after this. Because as soon as I get home me and my handy little flash light are going under my car to see the dates. You will know what I am talking about after you watch it. ITS AMAZING and kinda scary at the same time. Is that possible? Anyways, just watch and you will see.

I feel....

2008-08-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

like I am starting to get a cough. I hate being sick. I dont understand why I get sick so often. I need to start taking some vitamins to keep me healthy. This can not keep happening to me all the damn time. I know this isnt much of a blog but thats all I have to say right now....

Mineral water aka regular water

2008-08-05T19:44:00.000-07:00

So we were brought bottled water i thought it was something else apparently it comes from italy. Its all greek 2 me.

another cool discovery

2008-08-05T13:21:00.000-07:00

Ok. so although today is a sad, sad day I made some cool discoveries on the web. So most of you already know I am trying to eat a lot healthier and possibly lose some weight. I have been stressing about my calorie intake, eating out and things of that nature. So, with that said my friend told me about this website yesterday so I had to check it out. The place is Red Robin, lol, have you heard of it? I had no idea what they offered there. If you log on to there website you can customize your meal. What I mean is that it will give you the nutritional value of say The Red Robin Bacon Burger. The total calories for that meal is 1030 but if you take out the bun and make it a lettuce wrap, take out the mayo, the red robin seasoning and the bacon the total calories is 326. That is amazing. I absolutely love red robin now. Check it out see for yourself. Its pretty darn awesome.

For my next discovery it is Fresh and Easy. This place is so amazing. All products there are fresh and they are even starting to have a grab and go meals. They are healthy and small portions and easy to just grab and go. Just like it says. I went there a couple weeks ago just to get some fresh produce but didn't get a chance to really look around. This place is pretty cool as well. I am actually thinking of trying to get a part-time job there. Well see how that goes.

So tonight I am going to the Improv with some friends. Im super excited about it. I am sure it will be fun. Maybe I will post some fun pics for you. We will see. But check out the two discoveries I made today and let me know what yout hink.

Google and Stamps

2008-07-30T17:03:00.000-07:00

So first off while browsing blogs, i say browsing but mean being nosy, I came accross a great topic. Did you know that there is a Google SMS text feature so that if you are not at your computer and you need to search for something via the web you can text message 466453 whatever your searching for and you will get results back in a text message. That is AWESOME! So I texted the word "gas prices 90631" and it sent me back a list of gas stations in my area and there prices. This feature is great, i will be using it all the time now. Now on to other pressing matters......

Can you imagine having this stamp on all urgent documents in the office?

or even better having the abilty to put this one on documents when you really can give a rats....well you know what.

There are defiantly some people I would love to send that to. TTFN!!!

P.S. people are taking this earthquake business way over board. They are such DRAMA QUEENS!

Monday Blues

2008-07-28T11:00:00.000-07:00

So today I did not want to come in to work at all. I hate Mondays, they drag. So, Karra sent me a text this morning saying she wasn't going to be in because of an ear infection. I just got the girl back from Vacation after almost 11 days now she is out again. I hate working when she is not here. I had to do the mail today and there was way to much to be done. I absolutely hate doing the mail. Its just such a tedious task. The fair ends this weekend and I really want to go. I love the fair.

OMG I cant believe I haven't even mentioned this yet. This is what got my Monday blues started. I GOT A FLIPPIN SPEEDING TICKET THIS MORNING. I FREAKING HATE COPS. The 55 freeway was just ending it was 8:30 and I wanted to make the 8:37 clock in so I could leave by 6 today, so I sped up. Just as I did that I say the DAMN cop. He got me. I saw him packing his stuff up and I knew I was doomed. He got me at 86-mph in a 65-mph zone. Screw COPS!

I hate waiting rooms

2008-07-24T13:56:00.000-07:00

Or as toyota says "guest lounge"

Absolutely NOTHING

2008-07-24T11:29:00.000-07:00

So today is Thursday, hallelujah!!! I am leaving work today at 1 so I can go get my stinking oil changed at the dealer. I hate going there. It's like an all day event just to go there. Then, they want to recommend all these things that I really dont need. So, since I will be there for quite some time I packed myself a snack to eat while im there. This whole eating healthy and eating more times a day is really hard work. At least for me it is. Im sure its only hard starting out then, you get used to it. So, I also have to eat hard boiled eggs (the egg whites only) for breakfast and it is getting better. I just chew and swallow but apparently they are really good for you. I will get used to it eventually. I think it is actually almost time for me to eat once again.

So last night I was supposed to go running and do my daily workout but I totally crashed after I ate my dinner. I slept from 7-1030 and woke up. I probably could have slept the rest of the night but I had to get up boil my eggs and get my food ready for today. Plus I had to talk to the Ricky, the love of my life. ;) I talked to him till about 1 and then I was ready for bed, once again. I fell asleep so fast.

So I really have nothing else to write about. I have no idea why I am even writing anything because it is all just BS! Anyways, until next time readers. TTFN!!!!!

P.S. You have to listen to this it is hilarious!!!!!!!! This guy is off his rocker!!!!!!

Fad Diets fade fast and with me within one day...

2008-07-22T14:21:00.000-07:00

Do you think as Americans we try and find the fastest and safest way possible to lose weight because we don't have time to eat healthy and exercise in our busy lives? I recently start doing the 6 week body makeover diet (literally 1 day ago)(yes I know IM a loser). And let me just tell you "That ish is f'n hard." As I sat here stuffing my face once again with grilled chicken and greens for the umteenth time, which on a side note I am really getting tired of, I started to wonder if all this all really worth it. Not in the sense that losing the weight but in the end, taking out carbs, salt and all the other good stuff. Couldn't I just do it on my own. I mean how hard is it to eat healthy? Why do I need some guy who is making MILLIONS off of his product need to tell me how I should live my life. Why is it so bad to add a little flavor in your life. Why do we as Americans feel that we have to go on these so called "FAD DIETS" to lose the weight we want? I can still eat the egg whites and berries in the morning, veggies for my morning snack, chicken sandwich or turkey sandwich for lunch, chicken breast for afternoon snack and chicken salad for dinner. Is that so unhealthy? I will still run my 3 miles a day along with some resistance training. But seriously......im over it. Im gunna eat healthy on my own. I'm not gunna restrict myself from enjoying life because I cant have certain foods. So my vow is to eat healthy not be on a restricted FAD DIET.

On a side note if any of you are intrested in getting a pedicure check out this new way of doing it, nibble on this..........

Drinkin + boredom =

2008-07-19T02:47:00.000-07:00

We straightened my friends hair friday night after drinkin a LOT of beer. 2 be cont...coming soon

and were off....

2008-07-18T10:16:00.000-07:00

So I was inspired by emmmBOT (thank you) to start my own blog. What I will begin to write about, who knows.

I woke up today not wanting to get out of bed. Denise called me at 7:05AM to be my wake up call but I refused. She seriously would not get off the phone with me until she heard the toilet flushing. She is crazy. So I got up.

I was merging on to the 55 freeway this morning and I turned to look to my left and low and behold I see a SEMI TRUCK coming right at me. I think it should be OUTLAWED that diesel trucks be able to try and merge into a lane at the last minute to get on a freeway. Seriously! Its not like it was a small compact car trying to squeeze in. Needless to say he stopped traffic. Grrrrr......I hate semi's.

It took me over an hour to think about what to name my blog and the title of it. The meaning behind it? Well you can take it as it is. Make something up. Be imaginative. What do you think it means? Its pretty simple if you just sit and think about it. So, DO IT!

I think this is enough non-sense for my first time writing. Hope you enjoyed and will enjoy my rant-less raving's on absolutely nothing. TTFN!